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Nick

Cjdem0000@aol.com — Thu, 23 Jul 2009 19:16:41 GMT

Cjdem0000@aol.com — Thu, 23 Apr 2009 16:56:40 GMT

Sometimes I hate my job. But I love the paycheck. Need I say more.

Old friends

Cjdem0000@aol.com — Tue, 24 Mar 2009 17:38:40 GMT

Just had lunch with Tommy. I haven't seen him in over a year. He looks great, and couldn't stop gushing about how great I looked. He knows how to make me feel good. He's talking about getting together often and going places. He just bought an RV and wants to travel around. I can do that! Maybe it'll get me out of the same ol' same ol' routine I seem to have gotten into.

Things are going well at home. Had some drama last week, but I think it's finally calming down. I hate drama. Makes me want to crawl in a hole somewhere, or move, or just disappear, that's how much I hate it.

Decided I'm going to take the motorcycle driving course this spring. Then I'll be getting a motorcycle.

The basement is basically finished. Just a few touch-ups with the painting is all that's left. It's such an improvement. It's amazing what a few walls and a fresh coat of paint can do.

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Happy New Year

Cjdem0000@aol.com — Mon, 05 Jan 2009 22:04:18 GMT

I will try and write a longer post soon. I just wanted to say that with the beginning of this new year 2009, I am the happiest I have been in a long, long time. I have my health, a nice place to live (which I am totally happy with), my children are healthy, and I believe happy, a good job which pays fairly well, and a healthy, beautiful grandson. I have some great friends, and I've managed to get my finances/debt pretty much under control and/or cleared up. I don't believe I could ask for much more. Aside from my father dying, 2008 was a very good year.

More to follow.

R.I.P.

Cjdem0000@aol.com — Sun, 28 Sep 2008 14:44:08 GMT

Precious

Cjdem0000@aol.com — Wed, 20 Aug 2008 19:10:16 GMT

My darling grandson, Nickolaus.

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Cjdem0000@aol.com — Fri, 14 Sep 2007 20:37:58 GMT

I am feeling so taken advantage of right now. Need to vent. Need to run away, but I can't. But how does a person get rid of the hangers' on without running away if they won't leave. Tired of feeling like a wimp. Working non-stop for nothing. Never getting anywhere no matter how hard I try. Never enough money. Blah, blah, blah, whine, whine, whine. I hate being like this because then I'm acting like the people that cling to me. And, yes, I mean cling. Feel suffocated, frustrated, nauseated. Will things ever get better? Doesn't appear they will, not anytime soon anyway.

Nuff said. Hope this weekend isn't too depressing.

Cjdem0000@aol.com — Tue, 19 Jun 2007 19:32:22 GMT

Life is good right now. I have 3 days off in July without having to work anywhere. I'm going to lay out in the sun, go swimming, just chill.

Still missing my D. Been thinking about him a lot lately. I hope he's doing well and making tons of progress.

Dewey still driving me crazy, but he always does. I know that will never change.

Jason and Diana just got back from Las Vegas. They loved it. Next time they're taking me with them...LOL. I've already told them this. Hopefully I'll be making it to the beach at the end of August. Can't wait.

Back to work.

Cjdem0000@aol.com — Thu, 26 Apr 2007 19:09:26 GMT

Not much drama lately, which is a good thing.

Everyday nothings

Cjdem0000@aol.com — Wed, 11 Apr 2007 17:26:43 GMT

Things are going well. Getting some new furniture tonight from Joan. Jason and Diana are bringing it by. She got it from somewhere and doesn't need it, so it's mine. And the house is coming along nicely. So good to be out of the ghetto.

Need new rear brakes on my car. Got it inspected last week and it was rejected. What with bills and car issues, my next paycheck is pretty much shot.

I need a new computer. I'm wondering if I'll ever get the money together anytime soon. That's my next purchase. Still needing to get a few things worked out to start the part-time home work. My ticket outta Wal-Mart.

Cut the grass for the first time yesterday. It's so awesome having a yard again. I'm going to plant some flowers too.

Back to work.

Moving

Cjdem0000@aol.com — Wed, 14 Mar 2007 15:34:28 GMT

Moved this weekend. Everything went well. I had enough help this time, so I just basically supervised, and pack up boxes here and there. Now I have to unpack boxes and put things away. This house has so much storage space. Awesome. I moved approx. half a mile down the road, but it's a world away.

Cjdem0000@aol.com — Fri, 02 Mar 2007 17:43:40 GMT

I am moving next weekend. Into a beautiful house. I cannot wait. I don't even mind the packing and moving.

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Cjdem0000@aol.com — Tue, 30 Jan 2007 18:16:00 GMT

I keep praying and wishing for something that hopefully will not be impossible.

Thought it was time to post

Cjdem0000@aol.com — Tue, 09 Jan 2007 18:19:32 GMT

Had an accident last night. Wasn't my fault, I got rear-ended. First time that has ever happened to me. This, in turn, forced me into the truck in front of me. We were stopped at a red light. Amazingly enough, no damage to the rear of my car, and I got smacked. Some knocked off paint on the front bumper where I went under the truck. The truck's bumper was pushed sideways, and the car that hit me had his bumper tore to hell. I'm tellin you, my car is a tank. But my neck does hurt some. It got snapped pretty good when he hit me. Whiplash? Hmmmmmmm.

Other than that, life has been pretty good lately. I feel good. Normally I'm in this semi funky depression where nothing ever seems to go right with me. But I do feel good now. I'm hoping this continues. Christmas and New Year's was good. Normally another depressing time for me, but this year I felt pretty good. Content really. If I could just get out of where I'm living, life would be really good. That's the next thing on my agenda for this year.

And wishing all the best to my D. I miss you! Physical therapy/rehab has gotta be a bitch.

Cjdem0000@aol.com — Thu, 26 Oct 2006 16:38:30 GMT

I'm going out with Amy tonight. I haven't seen her in a while. I need a break from my dull routine. I guess it's time to make changes there.

Did I mention I hate where I live?

Baby steps to a better life

Cjdem0000@aol.com — Mon, 14 Aug 2006 20:30:29 GMT

I haven't posted in a while because I haven't had much to say. I've just been in a really weird funk lately. Missing D like crazy. Hating the second job with a passion. Hating where I live and not having the funds to move to a better place quite yet. I guess it all works together to make me depressed. Dewey still at my place and making no attempt to move out. I gave him 30 days like 90 days ago. I just don't have the heart to throw him out onto the curb. Why? I don't know. That's what everyone tells me to do, but I can't.

But I'll be starting my new part-time job within the month, so then I can kiss Wal-mart good-bye. This has been long overdue. Unfortunately, I need 2 incomes. Working at Wal-mart has got to be one of the most depressing things ever. If it weren't for some of the people I've met while working there (great, I might add), I'd surely have gone insane.

Cjdem0000@aol.com — Tue, 28 Mar 2006 16:14:45 GMT

I feel like I'm getting sick, I don't want to be here, and I feel like I'm having a melt down. Too much work, not enough fun.

But other than that, I feel lucky today, so I'm going to play the lottery. Going to walk on over to the local 7-Eleven on my lunch hour. Walk will do me good. This place is starting to bore me again.

Miss my D! Hang in there, baby. Hopefully one day you'll be as good as new again.

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Cjdem0000@aol.com — Thu, 12 Jan 2006 18:26:34 GMT

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Cjdem0000@aol.com — Tue, 06 Dec 2005 10:52:54 GMT

I MISS YOU! *sigh*